属于我的安全感在哪？

安全感是什么呢？ 其实我也不太明白，在等到我失去以后，我才真正知道，安全感的重要。一段感情里，最重要的莫过于安全感了，是吗？ 在短短的几个星期里，我一而再，再而三的失去安全感。心灵变得好空虚，又担心，又害怕。可是，又有谁会明白我的心情呢？ 试问有谁能在一次又一次的伤害中，康复迅速？请问你有秘诀吗？能教教我吗？ 事情一一的出现，我还没能克服就已经被压死了。。。好累啊！！ 想要逃，却能逃到哪儿？家？朋友家？我找不到。。。。。 原来我是一个人生活的！！！

我不想念你

女：我好想念你喔！你有想念我吗？（很期待他也会说一样的话或更甜蜜的话。。。。） 几分钟后，。。。。。。 男：我没有想念你。。。。。。 女：什么？！（感觉自己好笨喔！！！！好自责！！！本小姐我这么不顾颜面向他献殷勤， 他怎么那么不识相。。。！！！） 男：。。。。。。。。。。因为你一直在我心里，没有离开过。。。。。。 女：。。。。。（无语)。。。（只有感动。。。。。。）

你不美！！！

某天，有对情侣在逛街，前面走来一位美女。。。。 女：你看那女生好美丽喔！！！十分我一定给她满分。 男：十分我打八分。。。。。。 女：（哇，这都不算是美女？看来他对美女的条件很高，这样在他眼里，我一定是丑八怪 了。。。。haiz。。。） 男：九分是给我最亲爱的女朋友。。。。 女：那十分呢？ 男：是给将来与我携手踏上红地毯，穿上结婚礼服的你。 女：。。。（除了感动，还是感动。。。。）

~so touching oh~

since i am the cos secretary, i have been busy for few weeks d......end up....im sick for almost one week d ......although i have been consult with doc...saying that i just need more rest....today 8am class to 12pm...but this 4 hours class can be the most torturing day for me, i feel so dizzy.....damn dizzy.....until i feel like flying even though im walking on the ground......at first i will have lunch with siew chin....but to be frank i cant tahan anymore, so i decided to go back and rest. when kia ping knew im sick again, he waited for me at fbl there. i was so surprise to see him there actually. i thought he will having lunch with Raj? he told me he knew i sure skip my meal and go back rest.....~speechless~indeed i have this in my mind....he saw my expression also know i sure skip meal again....so he purposely come and wait for me.....he forced me to go makan with him. when he knew i still need to go cits to confirm something....he offered his help to go. he insisted i have to go and rest. however i knew he was not that good also. he seem so tired and energyless. he settled al the things for me just want me to rest more. he knew i sure will attend the instruments briefing tonight. he keep convince me not to go and threaten me this and that...i still insist because i knew it is my responsibility to attend. today he did not convince me anymore but he said he will accompany me to go. he cant let me go there alone he wants to be there and take care of me. i feel so touched. after dinner, he went to the briefing together with me. this is my first time to be one of the organizer, i still dont know where to get the mic, he showed me all this, he called the people in charge to send us the wireless mic la, mixing everything.....after settle all the things, he was standing beside me when i was busying with registration booth. when people asked why he keep standing there? he answered he was there to look after me, he worried i might fainted anytime. i was stung thr? he told other people this?!i juz smile with them who look weird on me. i knew he was so boring there, he have nothing to do, and just standing there guarding on me.....then he went gym...at last i feel not that bad. after that he came bac again...again checking am i ok when he was not around. haha....