Ixora Apartment A-08-03 (4)- LAST NIGHT

My last night at Ixora Apartment A-08-03 (4). Ya, i got all confusing and complicated feel towards all these. I feel so so so so unreluctant to leave here although i used to complaint so much.

May God Bless Forensic Accounting paper

Today is my last paper, our of my expectation, i screwed up my paper. Ya, I screwed up. Why? I wonder, i have no concentration at all, i dun even know what the questions want. I just look into what i saw and read then threw up everything i have in my mind,Just write and write, i feel like i am a machine rather than a thinker. I dunno what i write in my answer sheet, so far i know i just write and write nonsense until second booklet.

My conscious comes to me when the clock pointed to 10.30am, only that i realized one and a half hour left and i still have 3 question remains. What's going on to me? isn't it, i should have at least manage to finish 3 question, cause i know i need one hour for my case study. I know that. How can you imagine the speed for me to answer my question?

So what i can do? i just rush, rush, rush, all i left is half an hour for my case study, i din really make myself understand what question ask me to do, all i did is just write. To be informed, Ms Zauwiyah paper is mainly application paper, if i dun understand it, what i threw out will be ended up nothing / rubbish.

I feel down and depression. I dunno what i can do now. I know i do nothing to help this paper, but i really unable to calm myself down, my heart yelled, soared, and crying for pain. However, i feel numb to be showed all these to my expression. This remind me the time when i was at STPM. I feel the same too. Maybe i have over stress, until i couldnt eat or sleep well.

What can i do now except pad my own shoulder and say 'Is alright! Yen, is alright!'

Final Exam Trimester 3, 2008/2009

It has been a long time since i updated my blog. I was busying with final preparations actually. In facts, it does not progress much as expected. Maybe my determination is not strong enough for preparation or that problem actually lies on my talent? I am really not talent enough for accounting? Or no matter how hardworking i am, i am still a dropout?

I really dunno.

Finally, today is second last paper, Advanced Taxation. This is the paper im kind of interested and invested more effort in compare to other subject, but unfortunately, i did not do well in midterm. However, i trying hard to sway my attention away towards final instead of mourning over that unfortune. So, my last paper will be forensic accounting.

Then why am i here to blog in facts my final still go on? Hah...i dunno also, not that i have well prepared for this subject, just that i just realized time flies and it has been such a long time i did not blog.

As for the 3 papers ahead, accounting theory and strategy i leave it to God as i have done my best, if it still cant work well, what can i do? Third paper, was advanced management accounting, unexpectedly a question which excluded in our syllabus although it is covered before under management accounting 2. Anyway, i have forgot what i learned before. This make me realized how am i going to face my challenges in my up coming training period.

Yamaha Stagea DDK-7

For your information, the organ type for previous post, played by Mr Leon. The model is Yamaha Stagea DDK-7. Here is the information: Stylish & High Performance STAGEA DDK-7 DDK-7 brings a fresh, stylish look to the STAGEA line-up. The sound and versatility is everything you expect from a STAGEA, but the more compact body is easier for set up and de-assembling.

Features Highlight:- • Expand your creative range with the DDK-7 full size 49-key upper keyboard and 61-key lower keyboard. • Freedom to express yourself utilizing Yamaha’s AWM technology and a 4-layer design, the STAGEA’s cutting-edge tone generator lets you combine instruments in ways that until now have been impossible. Be exposed to a wealth of expressive instruments and sound that fits your every image: 415 voices, 274 rhythms, 288 registrations. • Easy to read LCD puts you in direct control. The 6.5 inch color touch-panel display is touch sensitive and allows you direct access to parameter controls from the screen. • Shares registration data with other STAGEA series instruments*. Your registration data can be stored in a flash memory stick or other external media for use by other STAGEA instruments. • The DDK-7 may not be able to reproduct some ELS-01 features.

The STAGEA DDK-7 is packaged with State-of-the-Art Yamaha powered monitor speaker, MSP5 with matching stand and connection cables.