Movie #3 Confession of Shopaholic

• Nice storyline? not really
• High rating movie? moderate
• Like it? i think so if not i won't post it here
• Enjoy it? Ya..
• 'Terasa'? Somehow.....

Anyway, overall is ok. Click here for plot of the movie.

Somehow, i have 'terasa' just because of i 'so happenly' get myself a backpack and also a formal shirt. Just pass by....choose....and pay for it.

I'm realized im currently can made up my mind in shorter time. This shown from the speed of my way of shopping. As long as i can make it valuable and within my capability , i'm sure won't let it go from my hand. Haha.....Is it a good thing? At least no more hesitating.

爱情

‘听了电台的一名女听众， 向主持人哭诉自己深爱的男友坦诚出轨了， 要求结束三年的感情。 衷心耿耿的女听众始终放不下她那深爱的他， 还等着悬崖勒马的他。 可是， 要是他悬崖勒马了， 她还能像以前一样相信他吗？她为他所失去的青春不可惜吗？ 失去三年光阴是要不回的了， 难道还值得在耗在多的青春吗？她得到的伤害不会留疤吗？’

很明显的她在守护着他€她所付出的感情。 可是， 对方却不值得她这么样的为他牺牲。 希望她能够找到对她最好的解脱。

想着。。。。。想着。。。。。突然好有想法：

没有信任的爱情是不会永久的。我相信， 我真的相信。 要在两人之间制造出信任真的需要很适量的相处时间。可是， 要是之间发生了任何突发状况， 我相信信任也不会变成100%。

难道一次突发状况足以被判罪吗？我相信， 我愿意再重来， 重新接受相信爱情的考验。 可是， 不会再是以往的方式， 我会换个方式来继续接受考验， 希望我这样的一个决定不会错， 也希望你不会令我失望。要是到最后， ‘原来‘ 发生了， 我会当是让自己上了人生宝贵的一课， 做出对自己最好的决定。

没有爱存在的爱情能永恒吗？我相信因人而异， 要是一段感情长期处在于没有爱的情况下， 要长久， 也因该需要相当的 ， ‘双方‘ 的努力。我深信感情是可以在双方努力， 缘分与造化的情况下建造的。

First Phone of mine ever

Sony Ericsson W595-Cosmopolitan White

One of my to-do list will be erasing soon. Any information interested towards this phone, click here

Midterm Break March '2009

My Second Last 1 week midterm break. However, i still doing nothing special for this midterm break. In facts, i have lots of things in mind and plan to do it, like travelling, even 1 day trip Malacaa is inside my list. The Malacaa trip is refer to the visit to the history of Malacca which i never been there before even i already spent almost 3 years in Malacca.

Ya, i did nothing except some meeting with friends, rushing for 3 assignments, some follow revision style and some reading.

Anyway, can i ask for some surprise for my rest of the midterm break?

Movie #2 Taken

This movie was watched with a group of friends, including Randy, QY, Yj, LH, CM, YR and also KP after steamboat before our short semester break. Quite a special experience for me, but i'm enjoy having this kind of gathering.

The real world inside the movie was really terrify me, as the daughter was kidnapped by sex trafficker. That was scary. I never realized the real world can be that scary, that terrify. From this second. im realized im really hide and well protected inside my own world with peaceful, harmony, and dream world.

This movie showed how a father tried his best and all of his energy to rescue her daughter. No matter what happen he never think of giving up of rescuing his daughter. At this moment, my father come into my mind. Ya, i miss him. I have not seen him for about 3 weeks d. Although is normal for those study outside, but then i still miss him.

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Addicted to Bio-Pure water

It seem like we are having ups and downs together during these 2 years and a lit more time. When he get sicks, i will get it at the same time or later time. We did get sick together, we diarrhea and vomit together at the same time but different location. He at his house; i at my apartment. And we get to see doctor together concern each other every moment. Im here to clarify that we are not plan to get sick together. It is most probably the food (dinner), he got food poisonous that time and i get fever that time.

This time, he sick last week and is my turn this week. Haiz.........how come? This is the week comprises 3 midterm consecutively. (Most probably i have addicted seriously towards home-Bio Pure water) i remember i bring not enough water for last week, so i just bought mineral, and this is the result. Im kind of sure this condition as it happen last time also. More logically way to explain this is Bio -Pure water more cooler towards my heaty body and other mineral water is far enough to suit my body I need cooler water to maintain my body temperature. And that's why i get heaty now.

p/s: i can't stay healthy without my home Bio- Pure water la!

Judge yourself

Few days ago, one of my friend, Y complaint to me that she has been veto by her event director, H. I asked her what happened, she told me this......

Inside the classroom, H enter the classroom and saw her preparing the receipt for claiming some expenses incurred during the 'production' of participants.

• H: Eh, Y, please dun claim so much , we have limited budget.
• Y: Ah? eh, i only claim less than the approved budgeted for my department wor
• H: But then still cut la, no budget d
• Y: Ah? I thought some department claim much more higher than my department wor
• H: Got meh? Which one?
• Y: (pointing to the person in charge)
• H: Eh, people bring in >RM 20K in , what you bring in?
• Y: Wth? Do u think you can success with solely that department? With only money and you dun have crowds, no participants, no program book, no transport, no food, your event can success?

What i feel towards Y is that somehow i can say is some unfair treatment. And i think she must have upset and disappointed even though that is a joke. It seem like her effort been denied. What she get from all hard work is unfair treatment. I asked whether she really care that claim, she told me, the claim is still a small matter but the worst thing is that she get unfair treatment and all hardwork been denied.

Now, this incident come to the climate when this invoke her sadness of some shadows that has been haunted her all this while (refer the post on '那还是我的家吗? ') From the incident, her serious homesick illness has been covered up by feel of unfair treatment by siblings and this has been showed when she rather be alone although all her housemate and roommates back to hometown, she is so reluctant to go back. And her timidness has been covered by all disappointed....Does she deserved that? Does she?!

Satisfaction from IVAQ 2009

Until today, i think my passion towards IVAQ 2009 haven't over yet i can say. Since that day, i already received quite a number of gratitude and compliments from lecturers, friends and speakers towards this event and also my department. I can roughly say, my department really done their job well, this includes my assistant , BM, all ursherers and even though towards person incharge of registration booth. Ya, indeed for registration booth person in charge, you guys, please take attention here that don't even think that registration booth is only tick who came who absent lo, especially IVAQ registration booth, instead of that they have responsibilities to react spontenanously on whatver changes of teams, is it allowable? and some questions to be asked by participants and ensure the changes made, they have to updates to us, QP person charge immediately and come out with updated list right after the registration. From this point of view, i thank especially to Cindy to revised the list for me within few hours time.

My assistant really helped me a lot. From the moment when people said i might face difficulties to work together with my assistant, i din worry but i told myself i might need to handle all on my own. However, this 7 months show that they are all wrong d, I get along well with my assistant and he even offer his help to assist me in calling all varsities, looking for budgeted, convenient and good condition accomodation. He woke up early in the morning to go fetch participants when he know i purposely assign him to go for me to get more rest. He still go without any complaints. When i lazy to conduct meeting, he will replace me; when i 'kanchung' he will take over all problems and solve it one by one; when i dun feel like prepare any agenda, he will do it for me; when i need venue for meeting, he will book the venue for me and printed out the doc and agenda for me since he know my printer is currently 'mogok'. So, thanks a lot, BM. Im glad to work with you. You deserved a big clap.

As for the ursherers, they done the job very well. As instructed, they remember and take note on every tiny details and sudden change stuff, take examples: we have the obligation to transfer all participants in 3 MMU bus, so i divided out what varsity from bus 1, 2, and so on, Another one is the arrangement of dining area, in facts on rehearsal day, the dining area change to another place with 2 rooms, so on that spot i rearrange all stuff and im so delighted they can remember all by dropping all inside their mind and not just go around their brain lo.

And then, during the event, my ursherers are all acting sponteneous on dealing with their incharge varsity. That is the moment at least i can sit down for the program flow which i missed it for the whole day.

However, the satisfaction is like some varsities (UPSI) will keep thank you for inviting them although this is their first time to join. And the most satisfied part is they even ask us to invite them again next year and said that they will strike their best to become the winners. Tarc person in charge even send us email for some highlights and compliments, the most highlighted to be mentioned here is please retain the originality of hosting this event. Nobody can do as well as MMU! (This is for all committees of the event who committed). The moment i saw this sentences, i really feel touched and encourageble for me to step foward.

p/s: I get greatest satisfaction from IVAQ 2009 as Director of External Public Relation Department!

Count Down to IVAQ 2009

In 20 hours time, IVAQ 2009 will be officially inaugurate. To be frank, i have complicated emotion lo. I hate to part with this event, event committee and so on. Seem like i have used to the life, some sort of busy life， but very substantial in time. However, realizing that the event is around the corner and everything will be ended after that, i will feel bad and 'mm se tak'.

Flashing back to past few days, it seem like i was on the roller coaster lo, up and down without any reminder or signal. It was like,

• Uniten called, they can only send 1 team coz many of them interview, after pursuading them, can send 2 teams d, and for the accommodation and transport, we have to settle la, blablablabla......
• ok, then next is UCSI, i called only that i know they will stay here, (ah? u din inform me, u tot i genius , know everything meh?),
• after that, goes to Uniten again, suddenly tell me, they cant find accommodation, all fully booked la, want budget hotel, nearer to Ayer Keroh la...blblablbalabl....luckily, settled in the end.
• Early in the morning, USM called, informing they arrived d, What? (i tot they not staying here, suddenly stay here and need tranasport on that day , but MMU bus occupied d, how? never mind, i can ask BM, my assistant to settle ut, Haha.....and USm suddenly change to 1 teams coz some technical error and we were not informed)

NO matter how, i still looking forward for this event. I will work my very best on this event. Im ready for the impromptu incident all this while. So far, i still can handle it. Haha.....

Yumcha'ing with IVAQ friends

Today, right after my department's meeting, i went yumcha with Randy, LH and CM at Island Red Cafe (BB Bazaar). They are worrying about life after IVAQ 2009 ended. They will think that life will be boring after that busying life since August 2008. For me, im looking forward for the relaxing time, that i can choose what to do at certain time frame. For me, i won't really make my time packed or fully booked, i will make it carefree.

Besides that, i have avoid all sleepless night, can take lunch on time (not as nowadays, 5pm is my lunch time or no lunch time, the whole day, no breakfast and lunch and straight go to dinner), can go classes on time, no time for movie, no time for paktoh, no time to sleep, no time to eat, no time for studies, no time for assignment and so on.

Last Meeting of External Public Relation Department IVAQ 2009

Today is my last department meeting for this IVAQ 2009, some how i can say is like a bit relief and feel a bit sorrow lo. However, for those who used to conduct meeting right, they will know how the wc behave when u say 'dismiss'. Haha....is normal la. I myself used to be like that lo, the last one to come and the first one to leave lo.

Anyway, today is just some briefing about the flow on event day, their attire, transport, and rehearsal on Friday at Dewan Seri Negeri. Randy and Andy were attend the meeting, Ban Meng in charge of explanation the flow to them and i just relaxing sit down there and check with any missing parts. As for the attendance rate right, today is 95% because there is 1 person fail to attend the meeting and fail to inform us as well. I wonder why and how.

I would like to express my appreciation and grateful to all working commiittees as well as my assistant, Ban Meng, who at first i thought is hard to get along with. However, after some period collaborate with him, i found him quite ok to getting along with. He is kind of helpful lo. He did assist me a lot, until we dun care about who is director and who is assistant.

Thanks a lot to all. Let's pray for the smoothness and successful of the Inter-Varsity Accounting Quiz 2009. Let's count down the approaching of the event.

Different Treatment

• 帥哥微笑--->陽光, 醜男微笑--->猥瑣
• 帥哥對自己微笑--->討厭, 醜男對自己微笑--->變態
• 帥哥留鬚--->不羈, 醜男留鬚--->不修邊幅
• 帥哥看書--->斯文, 醜男看書--->書呆子
• 帥哥做運動--->活力, 醜男做運動--->減肥
• 帥哥睡著了--->可愛, 醜男睡著了--->懶惰
• 帥哥口甜舌滑--->風趣, 醜男口甜舌滑--->流氓
• 帥哥一言不發--->冷酷, 醜男一言不發--->自閉
• 帥哥對女士禮讓--->風度, 醜男對女士禮讓--->不安好心眼
• 帥哥耍温柔--->體貼, 醜男耍温柔--->娘娘腔
• 帥哥裝豪邁--->男人味, 醜男裝豪邁--->粗漢一名
• 帥哥的頭髮被風吹起--->瀟灑, 醜男的頭髮被風吹起--->頭皮屑別飄過來!
• 帥哥拒絕了自己--->感到惋惜, 醜男拒絕了自己--->死同性戀
• 帥哥放了個屁--->一定是旁邊那個醜男幹的

懒散的我

今天我没有心情上课， 我在宿舍对着电脑， 游网啦。。跟Winnie 聊天。。等。 总的来说， 我什么也不想做， 只想静静一个人， 跟昨晚的事情没有关系， 只是我懒惰而已。 我已经累了。。。想睡又睡不着。 我不知道我怎么了。 没关系， 就让我休息吧！

那还是我的家吗？

自从我来马六甲读书后，父母以及弟妹们开始对我不一样了。父母对我特别客气； 弟妹们对我就像是敌人一样。 为什么会觉得被当成是敌人呢？

我知道我睡相不好， 有时会睡到大妹的位子（双人床）， 她每一次都会弄痛我， 叫醒我， 甚至大声骂。以前的我， 一定会骂回的； 可是， 现在的我， 却静静的躺回去； 听见她在半夜三时分， 还开着摇滚音乐， 要求把声量调低， 可是却被骂， ‘睡你的觉， 别烦我， 你不在的时候， 我也是这样开的， 你不要回来的好， 快回去马六甲吧！’ 不可思议的是， 我什么也没说， 只是静静的哭。 我明白自己好笨， 怎么我会这样？

弟妹们开始对我不满， 就连我生日的晚餐， 小妹借故肚子痛， 不要去；父亲去载与朋友聚餐的大妹知道小妹没有去， 也在后悔着， 为什么小妹没通知她。整个晚餐， 父亲唠叨着小妹不出席， 不用给她送外卖； 大妹埋怨着为什么要妨碍她与朋友的聚餐。 母亲大人只是静静的吃着。 我也只是静静的把眼泪往肚子里吞。 弟妹们开始觉得我的回来时多余的！为了希望他们对待家平客气些， 我对他们忍气吞声， 低声下气， 开始变得不是自己。 （我好恨这样的自己， 为什么我非得这么做呢？ ）

• 我能做什么呢？告诉父母吗？我能吗？有用吗？

到底发生什么事了？