BBQ's day

Today i was told all cos committees have to join cos bbq. so, i stay back, i did not go back hometown. They told me 6pm. I was there at 6.03pm, but i did not see anyone, first i thought i have late or wrong place. Then i saw some of them came. to my direction. About 6.30pm,only few of them.......about 6.45pm they are coming all the way....WHAT?! I THOUGHT IS 6PM???!!! Kp's friend came and teasing me, saying all those bad words about us. i have ady moody and this make thing worst. i can say im not so familiar with cos members, i have nothing to say to them. i was alone but it doesn't mean i am there to been bullied. I feel so sad, i decided to skip bbq and go lepak to spr. i ventured all my moody things to linhui, she console me a lot. Suddenly a guy came in with a one year old baby in hand, then they told me that is his baby? what?! so surprising.......the baby was so cute but someone said no. i also wonder why, maybe he/she don't really like baby. The baby sat on my lap and imitate his daddy's action and sound. Haha....so cute. This baby names Samual. He knows how to control mouse and strolled down the screen page. Omg!!!!! What has really happen? He is so genius. haha.....

我们的感情真是如此坚固，能顺利渡过低潮？

试问那些成功踏上红地毯的夫妻们，在他们决定与身边的异性过下半辈子之前，是否都有度过想过要分手的时期？会这样吗？这是正常的吗？只是低潮期吗？是考验吗？是否有些经不起考验的情侣们，因此各奔东西？ ‘情人眼里出西施’ 这句话，显示了情侣间爱意已经达到了那种只看见对方的好，却无视对方的缺点。可是，往往那些缺点偏偏成为他们分手的主要原因。是爱蒙蔽了清澈的双眼吧！但是又有谁能在爱情的深渊里，很理智的判断每一件与对方有关的事情呢？是否是那些刚开始，还没完全跌进爱情深渊里的情侣才能办得到吧？！我也相信那些已经经历了多少风风雨雨，最后成功在一起的情侣也能明白吧！但是，还有多少经历不起爱情风雨的爱情，还来不及踏上红地毯，以分手为结局的情侣呢？我的感情又是那一种呢？ 要是对感情都已经不相信了，对方对你的漠视已觉得心酸，看透了呢？还有挽救的余地吗？还有，在你最需要对方的陪伴时，他。。。不知又在哪儿的呢？在心理最受伤的时候，要是你已向他伸出求救之手，而他选择漠视时，会是怎样的伤害呢？旧伤口，加上盐，是何等的痛？ 情侣间不止要有信任，最重要的还是尊敬。千万别一时疏忽而无视对方的尊严，这是对对方的一种不重视，不尊敬的表现。还有，就算有了男朋友，也别冷落了身边的朋友，因为很多时候，我们需要的不是男朋友，而是朋友。 KP，我们的感情真是如此坚固，能顺利渡过低潮？

Granpa, rest in peace

How is the feel when you are looking at doctors are emergency rescue your closed relative, like grandpa? Imagine the machine that checking his pulse was beside him. The doctors looked so uneasy, grandpa still don't have any response. Although we are not allowed to look at them, but i peeped. i know what is the worst outcome. i just hope miracle can come, but after that my grandpa did not wake up since that. i can't really know who am i d? people ask me, who is he inside the room? I can't really answer, at the same time i don't know what should i do now? All iin my mind just hoping that this scene shouldn't happen in my mind, maybe im still sleeping....i haven't wake up. my mum keep calling me, when i go fetch them, the scene i saw is.......everyone was crying sadly. The first question in my mind is 'a-gong, why u sleep without pillow? you will get hurt one, the neck will sprained. My mind is all blank, don't what has happen in few minutes. Untill now i haven't accept the truth he has leave us. My only regret is 'grandpa haven't look at me nicely before he leave'. i was with him in the afternoon but he can't open his eyes ady. He just calling my name. It seems like he has things to talk to me, just that his words are so blur i really can't understand, until today i also dunno and i know i won't get answer forever. Even when he is sleeping in the coffin, i still can't accept his leaving. I wil still hope that he can open his eyes look at me. Last time newspaper did say some people might come to live although they are died. But the miracle won't happen. It disappoited me twice, my grandpa did not come alive. How's my grandpa's life now? I hope that no one will bully him, and he has friends acompany him aside.