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Here i come to blog again. I will more tempted to blog here normally when i have lot's of howework and assignment ought to be done in time, stress and certain of level pressure will 'push me to the wall' for post.

Ya, this happen again now...so here i come. Besides, lot's of things and memory all packed in my brain and it's time for me to 'rearrange' them and sorted out them in order to fill in more new memories.

First, i have MDS class now from 9-11am and ya, since i am here to blog, i accidentally skip it as i failed to wake up on time for class, so i decided to stay in front of the laptop for 3 urgents assignment (AIS, CA & E-auditing) hopefully.

Secondly, i will be going back to hometown attending a birthday dinner with my maternal grandma later on. Grandma, happy birthday!!! I love u, muacks!!!

Thirdly, i would like to thank Christ. Thanks for your sushi king, present, and movies as celebration of my so long belated birthday. Knowing that u will be going some other city for your new working environment, i wish u all the best!!!

Forth, lots of of cousemates got their offer and applying job for this post graduation but where am i now? Haha.....im still struggling around and figuring what i wanted to have for my future. Ya, like what i have done during my STPM, although it takes time, at least i know what i want in the end. So i know i will be overcome all this obstacles in the end. Ganbatte ne!!!

骨痛热症

这么快来到天公诞了。农历新年也过了一半了。可是，比起别人，假期我也只过了一半。

弟弟在除夕就开始发烧，年初五被诊断是骨痛热症，血小板严重下降， 从150 跌到80 ；而血浓度从30 多升到40多，被送往医院吊点滴。刚开始我以为吊完点滴，没多久应该就可以回来了，哪知道，当我看见妈妈一个人呆着湿湿的眼睛回来。我明白事情不是想像中简单了。

当天我去医院看弟弟，发现他整个人憔悴了许多...发生什么事？不是早上还好好的吗？他的双手插满插管， 护士四小时就抽血，他痛得眼泪直流，轻声说他应该好好照顾身体，就不会来这了。真是的，这平时令人讨厌的弟弟， 每天作弄人的弟弟，曾几时都想打他的弟弟，现在躺在病床上，我的心都碎了。

我开始学分身了，新年的拜访全部告一段落，妈妈得全心全意往医院里忙，而我全心全意忙照顾家与店。原本假期的心情突然进入紧张且忙碌的状态，我还真有点不能协调。结果，雪上加霜的是我还得应付政府人员三天两头在家里查这查那的。还在我们家外面徘徊， 还得妹妹们都不敢回家， 而我忙了一天，还得回家面对这种状况， 当然有几次，我迟回，‘不小心’避开了他们。

亲朋戚友们知道了之后， 都纷纷致电问候，还给与一系列的方法，有者说‘煮8条小苦瓜加冰糖，喝椰水，喝西瓜汁，吃porcupine粉。。。等等方法。我们不懂，也只能尝试那些无害的方法。结果，小黄瓜在新年是不知去哪了，我们只好靠西瓜，说也奇怪，第二天血小板就升了。可是血浓度还没有下，他就只好听医生的话喝很多很多的水。虽然导致他20分钟就得如厕， 他为了离开医院，什么都照办。

今天他终于出院了， 听其他病友说，他为了出院，跟随医生前后一整天。 医生见他情况好转，就批准了。见他能回到家了，我也暂时安心了许多。不难发现，他在医院没什么休息，他要我先让他看在医院一直想看得戏，结果，只剩我在看，他只看了近15分钟就睡了，心想，这下，他能安心睡了吧！

P/s: 谢谢每一位关心问候我们的亲朋戚友，尤其是秋婷姐，小姑，外公外婆，舅舅们。。。等等 还有谢谢弟弟，他的归来始终是我最牵挂的。

Happy Chinese New Year 2010 & Happy Valentine's Day 2010

It has been such a long time i did not update my blog. Busy? Nope i dun think so because i have only 14 hours class each week. *Hurray* But still i have my time all occupied with activities, hang out, yum cha and also not forgotten -- gym.

First, i joined back IVAQ 2010 as deputy of External Public Relation Department, in facts i am just a 'sleeping' working committee in the department but still i manage to invite UiTM Bandaraya Melaka as participants so far verbally.

Then i got myself a spectacles....myopia? No, i just gonna protect my precious baby eyes as they gonna allowed me to 'see clear' a lot of things in my life. Since i have to face my laptop screen frequently and optionally, i choose to get a multicode - computer use spec with blue full rectangular frame. My bf claimed that im kind of 'nerd' when im in this spec on. What do u think?

'My spec and my bear'

Next, i do learn to cook some yee mee soup. Ok i admit, i have to write down all the procedures in order for me to cook a edible yee mee soup wor. However, although i do carry notes with me when i ' construct the project'.... Here are my transformation of 'projects'

' This is my first try out, look tasteless? Ya, you are right, i realised i forget to put in source and chicken cube stock when i ready to serve it. NO choice, ended up my dinner with tasteless Yee Mee Soup.

• ' Does it look a little bit tasty to you? No? Yes? For me, i did it better this time, although i almost forget to put in the chicken cube and source, yet i manage to 'save' my dinner from tasteless dinner this time. Haha...'

See not, i can be at least be a mee soup chef for myself wor! Nothing gonna be impossible for me. Haha....*finger cross*

Before i sign out......!!!!

Not to forget, Chinese New Year 2010 approaching. Ya, im definitely looking forward for this festival as this is one of the festival i can get as many ang pao as i can. *LoL* Ti Gong Bo Pi * 2 more days to go for reunion dinner and 3 more days for CNY as well as valentine. Why am i still here at Malacca and blogging but not preparation for CNY? U thought i dun wanna go back home? I have class later on from 7 to 10pm. Gosh....Lecturer give advance 'ang pau'. No choice i gonna stay back for class....night class sumore. However, think from bright side. 'Ti Gong' close the door but open another window for me...(an chinese idiom). My bf coming back to Malacca this evening, I get to meet him after class for movies...shopping.....*happy*

Ohya, nearly forgotten....Happy Anniversary .....

"White roses represent pure and true love' ----KP

Last but not least, i grab this chance to wish my parents, siblings, my relatives, my friends, best friends, pals, colleagues and whoever celebrate CNY and Valentine's Day a

'PROSPEROUS HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR' & 'HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY'

HURRAY!!! HURRAY!!! HURRAY!!!

MMU Trimester 3, 2009/2010

Hey, MMU I'm back for my last semester (i hope so , provided i pass all my subjects). As i cant get myself a room at Ixora, i made up my mind to stay outside with coursemate. I moved my things in 3 times, thanks for my parents and colleague for giving me a great help.

I cant really imagine how i spend this few days. I haven't adapt this kind of life. For some extend, i regret of choosing this far. I couldn't just walk to any nearby cafe when i wanna online or yum cha, besides the transport wasn't convenience which i never think of it. Furthermore, i can't really sleep soundly at night especially when i heard noise.

Ok, since there are so many external negative factors happen and all against my will. I shouldn't just accept it all even though i just 'clean' them all up. ok, first i clean up my room almost everyday (hope it last) then i light up my essential oil to keep my own world lively. Ya, at least im feeling nice especially im alone. Th aroma stay with me. I hope the notes will be allowed to stay with me sooner.

And i hope connection will come to me also sooner.

p/s: i updated the blog by using wireless at Mori Malacca. it seem like this will be my life for the rest of my 6 months.

Sabah Trip Cancelled!

After 6 months internship, i got myself some travelling plan and some others...........

• Taiwan trip with coursemate? ---> cancelled due to hesitation , dilemma and some not-so-adventurous reasons

• Cameron Highland ---> cancelled due to nobody willing to go, with the opinion that is boring local trip.... (shown previously even oversea trip they have to think twice, isn't it?)

• Sabah backpack ---> postponed (will be cancelled later on maybe) and the main thing is we spend almost RM 1200++ including penalty and extra charges (more precisely Rm 460 + 700 ++) * speechless*

• Batu caves ---> no where to be seen

• Phuket trip ---> awaiting for the arriving of that day or will be a disappointment again? Let's fate decide.

See, so many plans, by right, i wont get so free by now and wont keep complaining and mumbling over this issues.. The facts showed im a failure for my own time management. I admit though.

Seeing some of them having their holidays well planned, i get jealousy but cant do anything except blamming for my ability of managing. Blamming myself for my failed mind rehearsal, cant predict what are the problem awaiting ahead.

However................

I get to know with 2 gangs of colleagues. One from audit department, another one is mix department with combination of admin, tax and audit. Don't ask me the 2 gangs cant be combined. They are just in different channel. However, i enjoy both gang's culture.

That is my worthy outcome obtained from internship program for the time being.

Last Day of Year 2009

Flashing back what are the significant things have been done for the year. I'm actually satisfy of myself because at least i have done my internship required by MIA, achievement as marathon finisher, Penang trip, achievement as master of ceremony for company's annual dinner and get to know few groups of colleagues. Besides, i'm glad that i have sort out some problems of mine and widen up my connection with friends. I will never 'keep myself in cage' waiting for my happiness and satisfaction. Im gonna step out and look for them or create some for myself. So i work my planning 2010 well, occupied with backpack, seaside trip, study smart for my last semester (hopefully).

Meanwhile, i hope my lemah lembut character will transform. (Haha.......i use transform) Rationality will lead me to my suitable and right path towards my bright future. So do you guys.

p/s: May all the friends i know, family member i love surrounded with lucky, happiness and healthy.

Happy New Year 2010 ! * Cheers*

远距离的感情

‘开始一段感情很容易了，相处难’

我相信这句话，每个人都懂。那，有距离的感情呢？会不会更难相处？ 我一直相信真心胜过一切，真心能战胜一切！可是，我这句话的根固并不稳定。我说得也越来越小声了，就快要无声了。

有谁能指引我走向对的路？

这就像是，两个人（A，B）在起点时相约在终点相遇， 才在分叉路，被迫分开两路。可是，其中A的路充满了石子，一路走得不安稳，却没有人扶持，独自面对； 另B的分叉路太多，每一条分叉路都那么的有趣，又有吸引力， 导致B久久没能到达终点。 到底A和B能到达终点吗？

时间才能见证这一刻！