开玩笑也要选对的时候！

可能我傻。。。可能我不在乎，可能有时甚至我不懂，你们在作弄我。对，有时被作弄时我还觉得好玩。我看到你们笑了，我还觉得开心。只因为你们是我的朋友，我不计较。

可是，请别太过火，我也有自尊，我也有开不起玩笑的时候， 当我认真时，请在乎，照顾一下，我的感受与心情。当我发现，我被耻笑时，看见你们的讥笑，我很伤心。 你们有没有想过，过分的讥笑，你们的开心，交换的是我的眼泪。要是你们懂，你们还会这样吗？

最近，我的考试压力很大，完全经不起你们的玩笑。请你们作弄我时，想想是否是对的时候， 在乎一下我的心情！

First Permanent Job Interview

I wonder why am i still here at my room, 'craving' on pending and deadline'ing AIS assignment during public holiday that i should have been enjoying my holiday.

I went for KPMG on campus interview yesterday. It was really a stressful exprience for me due to pass experience. After heeding advice from our lecturer, we were told that most of this kind of assessment was'nt really want you to finish it on time, the main purposes on this test was testing your accuracy under time contraints condition. Ya, can you imagine u need to finish up 44 question within 20 minutes for verbal test, 28 questions within 25 minutes and one essay within 20 minutes.

At first i thought i can also 'tikam' depends on luck, but i was told that this kind of test, wrong answer might affect your accuracy and instantly affect your marks. In short, doesn't mean that if you manage to finsh up all your question without confirming all answers are correct, you might get disqualified also.

I wasn't know whether am i using the correct technique to sit for this assessment until i get called from HR personnel shortlisted for interview invitation at 3pm. Wow, undescribable delighted knowing that i manage to pass the assessment. At this moment, i really feel my self-confidence was boosting innerly.

As for the result of interview, i will only be informed in 2 or 3 weeks time.

Guys, wish me all the best ya. And also to those who are applying jobs too... : )

Random

Here i come to blog again. I will more tempted to blog here normally when i have lot's of howework and assignment ought to be done in time, stress and certain of level pressure will 'push me to the wall' for post.

Ya, this happen again now...so here i come. Besides, lot's of things and memory all packed in my brain and it's time for me to 'rearrange' them and sorted out them in order to fill in more new memories.

First, i have MDS class now from 9-11am and ya, since i am here to blog, i accidentally skip it as i failed to wake up on time for class, so i decided to stay in front of the laptop for 3 urgents assignment (AIS, CA & E-auditing) hopefully.

Secondly, i will be going back to hometown attending a birthday dinner with my maternal grandma later on. Grandma, happy birthday!!! I love u, muacks!!!

Thirdly, i would like to thank Christ. Thanks for your sushi king, present, and movies as celebration of my so long belated birthday. Knowing that u will be going some other city for your new working environment, i wish u all the best!!!

Forth, lots of of cousemates got their offer and applying job for this post graduation but where am i now? Haha.....im still struggling around and figuring what i wanted to have for my future. Ya, like what i have done during my STPM, although it takes time, at least i know what i want in the end. So i know i will be overcome all this obstacles in the end. Ganbatte ne!!!

骨痛热症

这么快来到天公诞了。农历新年也过了一半了。可是，比起别人，假期我也只过了一半。

弟弟在除夕就开始发烧，年初五被诊断是骨痛热症，血小板严重下降， 从150 跌到80 ；而血浓度从30 多升到40多，被送往医院吊点滴。刚开始我以为吊完点滴，没多久应该就可以回来了，哪知道，当我看见妈妈一个人呆着湿湿的眼睛回来。我明白事情不是想像中简单了。

当天我去医院看弟弟，发现他整个人憔悴了许多...发生什么事？不是早上还好好的吗？他的双手插满插管， 护士四小时就抽血，他痛得眼泪直流，轻声说他应该好好照顾身体，就不会来这了。真是的，这平时令人讨厌的弟弟， 每天作弄人的弟弟，曾几时都想打他的弟弟，现在躺在病床上，我的心都碎了。

我开始学分身了，新年的拜访全部告一段落，妈妈得全心全意往医院里忙，而我全心全意忙照顾家与店。原本假期的心情突然进入紧张且忙碌的状态，我还真有点不能协调。结果，雪上加霜的是我还得应付政府人员三天两头在家里查这查那的。还在我们家外面徘徊， 还得妹妹们都不敢回家， 而我忙了一天，还得回家面对这种状况， 当然有几次，我迟回，‘不小心’避开了他们。

亲朋戚友们知道了之后， 都纷纷致电问候，还给与一系列的方法，有者说‘煮8条小苦瓜加冰糖，喝椰水，喝西瓜汁，吃porcupine粉。。。等等方法。我们不懂，也只能尝试那些无害的方法。结果，小黄瓜在新年是不知去哪了，我们只好靠西瓜，说也奇怪，第二天血小板就升了。可是血浓度还没有下，他就只好听医生的话喝很多很多的水。虽然导致他20分钟就得如厕， 他为了离开医院，什么都照办。

今天他终于出院了， 听其他病友说，他为了出院，跟随医生前后一整天。 医生见他情况好转，就批准了。见他能回到家了，我也暂时安心了许多。不难发现，他在医院没什么休息，他要我先让他看在医院一直想看得戏，结果，只剩我在看，他只看了近15分钟就睡了，心想，这下，他能安心睡了吧！

P/s: 谢谢每一位关心问候我们的亲朋戚友，尤其是秋婷姐，小姑，外公外婆，舅舅们。。。等等 还有谢谢弟弟，他的归来始终是我最牵挂的。

Happy Chinese New Year 2010 & Happy Valentine's Day 2010

It has been such a long time i did not update my blog. Busy? Nope i dun think so because i have only 14 hours class each week. *Hurray* But still i have my time all occupied with activities, hang out, yum cha and also not forgotten -- gym.

First, i joined back IVAQ 2010 as deputy of External Public Relation Department, in facts i am just a 'sleeping' working committee in the department but still i manage to invite UiTM Bandaraya Melaka as participants so far verbally.

Then i got myself a spectacles....myopia? No, i just gonna protect my precious baby eyes as they gonna allowed me to 'see clear' a lot of things in my life. Since i have to face my laptop screen frequently and optionally, i choose to get a multicode - computer use spec with blue full rectangular frame. My bf claimed that im kind of 'nerd' when im in this spec on. What do u think?

'My spec and my bear'

Next, i do learn to cook some yee mee soup. Ok i admit, i have to write down all the procedures in order for me to cook a edible yee mee soup wor. However, although i do carry notes with me when i ' construct the project'.... Here are my transformation of 'projects'

' This is my first try out, look tasteless? Ya, you are right, i realised i forget to put in source and chicken cube stock when i ready to serve it. NO choice, ended up my dinner with tasteless Yee Mee Soup.

• ' Does it look a little bit tasty to you? No? Yes? For me, i did it better this time, although i almost forget to put in the chicken cube and source, yet i manage to 'save' my dinner from tasteless dinner this time. Haha...'

See not, i can be at least be a mee soup chef for myself wor! Nothing gonna be impossible for me. Haha....*finger cross*

Before i sign out......!!!!

Not to forget, Chinese New Year 2010 approaching. Ya, im definitely looking forward for this festival as this is one of the festival i can get as many ang pao as i can. *LoL* Ti Gong Bo Pi * 2 more days to go for reunion dinner and 3 more days for CNY as well as valentine. Why am i still here at Malacca and blogging but not preparation for CNY? U thought i dun wanna go back home? I have class later on from 7 to 10pm. Gosh....Lecturer give advance 'ang pau'. No choice i gonna stay back for class....night class sumore. However, think from bright side. 'Ti Gong' close the door but open another window for me...(an chinese idiom). My bf coming back to Malacca this evening, I get to meet him after class for movies...shopping.....*happy*

Ohya, nearly forgotten....Happy Anniversary .....

"White roses represent pure and true love' ----KP

Last but not least, i grab this chance to wish my parents, siblings, my relatives, my friends, best friends, pals, colleagues and whoever celebrate CNY and Valentine's Day a

'PROSPEROUS HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR' & 'HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY'

HURRAY!!! HURRAY!!! HURRAY!!!

MMU Trimester 3, 2009/2010

Hey, MMU I'm back for my last semester (i hope so , provided i pass all my subjects). As i cant get myself a room at Ixora, i made up my mind to stay outside with coursemate. I moved my things in 3 times, thanks for my parents and colleague for giving me a great help.

I cant really imagine how i spend this few days. I haven't adapt this kind of life. For some extend, i regret of choosing this far. I couldn't just walk to any nearby cafe when i wanna online or yum cha, besides the transport wasn't convenience which i never think of it. Furthermore, i can't really sleep soundly at night especially when i heard noise.

Ok, since there are so many external negative factors happen and all against my will. I shouldn't just accept it all even though i just 'clean' them all up. ok, first i clean up my room almost everyday (hope it last) then i light up my essential oil to keep my own world lively. Ya, at least im feeling nice especially im alone. Th aroma stay with me. I hope the notes will be allowed to stay with me sooner.

And i hope connection will come to me also sooner.

p/s: i updated the blog by using wireless at Mori Malacca. it seem like this will be my life for the rest of my 6 months.

Sabah Trip Cancelled!

After 6 months internship, i got myself some travelling plan and some others...........

• Taiwan trip with coursemate? ---> cancelled due to hesitation , dilemma and some not-so-adventurous reasons

• Cameron Highland ---> cancelled due to nobody willing to go, with the opinion that is boring local trip.... (shown previously even oversea trip they have to think twice, isn't it?)

• Sabah backpack ---> postponed (will be cancelled later on maybe) and the main thing is we spend almost RM 1200++ including penalty and extra charges (more precisely Rm 460 + 700 ++) * speechless*

• Batu caves ---> no where to be seen

• Phuket trip ---> awaiting for the arriving of that day or will be a disappointment again? Let's fate decide.

See, so many plans, by right, i wont get so free by now and wont keep complaining and mumbling over this issues.. The facts showed im a failure for my own time management. I admit though.

Seeing some of them having their holidays well planned, i get jealousy but cant do anything except blamming for my ability of managing. Blamming myself for my failed mind rehearsal, cant predict what are the problem awaiting ahead.

However................

I get to know with 2 gangs of colleagues. One from audit department, another one is mix department with combination of admin, tax and audit. Don't ask me the 2 gangs cant be combined. They are just in different channel. However, i enjoy both gang's culture.

That is my worthy outcome obtained from internship program for the time being.