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我要什么时候，才能学会放下？

MMU Graduation 2010

'Beloved Grandma & Grandpa'

'Family Graduation Photo'

Time flies. Ya, i always do mention 'Time Flies'. Finally, the 'graduation' fever 'burning' my working day life....

I took 2 days off to attend MMY rehearsal (although ended up i din even manage to enter the hall). I wonder why is there so many procedures to be done on rehearsal day - robe collection, student card activation, invitation card collection as well as car sticker. So i would like to make explanation on why i failed to attend the rehearsal XD

After the rehearsal thingy, our 'long-time-no-see' coursemate suggested to have a short gathering. So we decided to have our lunch at old town. Thete were a lot of them who attend the gathering.....yet ended up the gathering ended up with few group talking with their own thingy. LH and i were in the middile of the gang, so we listen to both whichever is interesting XD It was Sebastion's birthday too, so part of the program of the gathering is also his birthday celebration XD

After that, Linhui and i decided to shop at Alamanda as we were told that is the shopping centre nearest to MMU Cyberjaya. I think we took at least one hour to reach the shopping centre, at first i thought the shopping centre is at Cyberjaya, who knows it's exact location is Putrajaya Presint. 16. Ok, i should inform in advance, our main purpose of going Alamanda is to get a nice place, sit down for chit chatting.

However, we keep discussing on blazer design, so we enter G2000 to crave for some affordable and fashionable blazer....Then we passed by Polo apartment, the discount tag really tagged and stick us there for 3 hours....although we have limited budget, yet we manage to get ourself 2 formal shirt each which cost us in total RM288.

Yesterday i manage to get my beloved family members to take some convocation portraits. I know my grandmother feel touching and unbelievable on time flies as she keep reminding me that what i have done when i am in 2 years old.. My grandfather dress up formally which he never do. My mother and grandmother gift me lily bouquet as my convocation flower. Thanks a lot. I love u all...!! : )

I know it will be tedious for them as they will need to wake up at 3am and departing at 4am to ensure we will reach Cyberjaya at 7am to attend MY convocation. And i know the convocation will be a long-winded and boring one. So i would like to express my gradtitution to them all, grandparents, parents, KP, & brother and also my sisters. (Last year i can't even imagine i can have complete family graduation photo, thanks !!!)

p/s: I cherish on what i got now.

'KP & i '

'My siblings'

Working Experience

During this 5 weeks working life, i experience a lot which really stunned me.

Some of them are :

1. When SM make mistake, they will never admit and will ask u back whose fault was that. They can actually put earlier date which showed they reviewed the file in 1 day instead of 5 days, then they will questioned u....why this file take 1 week to complete.

2. One of the colleague claimed to be my pal in the company. One day the pal came to me and complaint to me that one of the top management really behave biase towards us.

• I : Why?
• Pal: Because i just get scolded by top management due to some mistake done.
• I : .....??? U get scolded mean top management dislike 'us'??
• Pal : .......No la. (no explaination obtained, then she walked away)

I wonder how come i can be involved in the incident when i don't even know what happen, where and when is the incident take place.

Deadline extended mean peak hour been extended too

Today the whole tax department received a message that our appeal for deadline extention has been failed, they were making chaos over that issue. For me, i feel nothing, not because of i'm not in the shoes, or i did not handle bunches of cases like them. It was because i know people like will always ask for extention and when will the work start commencing? - - - the day before or approaching deadline, ended up, it is still the same result - - rushing, mumbling on not enough time and so on. On the other way round, the 'rushing' period has been extended no extra time.

So, to my dear colleagues, let's keep it up, let's OT together la.... I will cherish this period as this is the period for me to learn as much as i can.

方向不同，就各走各的！

一个女人想结婚时，表示她想安定下来了；而一个男人不想结婚时，不是不爱另一半， 还在找，就是还没有准备想安定下来。

要是两个人的方向都不一样，他们就不是走在同一条线上了。

学会放下，是我现在所追求的学问

出来社会了，什么事情都不是想象中简单了。。。。几乎，在职场上的人们都是带着面具的。很多事情都是，似懂非懂， 很多事情已经不是想象中简单。有些同事像是朋友，其实他们暗自地里是在大战的。想要在这种你争我抢的社会你，你只能适量且定时的显示你的 ‘愚蠢’ ， 才不会被别人当成是盾。

进入了这种社会，面对了这样背叛我的他，我学会装傻，我学会残忍，我学会保护自己，我更学会了教训。所以，什么事情，都别看外表，很多时候，事情并不是表面上看上去的简单；很多时候，残忍是存在的， 这要看你决定自己承受还是。。。。。

背叛和伤害都已经形成，若你会要求原谅，为何不想想在伤害我之前，你可否有犹豫过？有些事情是永远不能被谅解的，有些人是这辈子是不能被原谅的，有些事情是永远也不可能被容忍；有些仇是一定要报的。

学会放下，是我永远都想追求的学问，学会残忍却是我现在其中一个主科。。。

要是有一天，你在路上我没认出你，又或者你每第一时间认出我，别惊讶，因为我也不懂当时的我，会变成怎样。。。。

加班的生活

自从一开始工作，我的生活就只有加班了。星期六也要工作。。。

我也只有四个字来形容。。。。

‘ 筋疲力尽 ， 惨不忍睹 ’