Working Life - random

Recently i received a file from my ex-colleague and told me that i need to file the personal tax in different way as this person has just passed away. Haiz....dai ga tai li (this is my first time handling personal tax yet he was telling me this. Ok, no choice, so i read up and investigate the file.

Surprisingly, the deceased is my secondary schoolmate's father !!! It was such a sudden storm to me. Then i look at the age, he was 53 years old only. Although she is just my hi-bye friend with some disputes, but i will still send my condolence to her in my heart. I hope her family and her will still hang on and move on to their journey.

Preparation towards peak period is welcoming and preparing by everyone of us as we are not willing to stay overnight at office for last minute file anymore. The personal tax file and company file has been distributed among us. And i already got around 30 file for each category to be done in one month time or 6 weeks times. Im sure i won't have time to refer back to what i have studied.

SO, revised now !!! no, should be STUDY NOW !!!

CPA Australia Result Out!!!

CPA Australia again.

Last Friday (10 December 2010) was a important date for CPA to release the result. Before this date, we, candidate will receive an official letter from CPA Australia with the content of username and id to be key in to reveal our own result. The result release time stated in the letter is 1800 AEDST (is also called Australian Eastern Daylight Saving Time), in other word, it is 1500 Malaysia time.

I told myself to accept whatever result it is as that is my 'fruit' of the whole month of struggling with newly adapting to the exam format, professional level, fear of facing failing and so on. Luckily there is Esther in the office, waiting for the time. ...tick tok tick tok... (every movement of mine seem following the seconds of the clock) Finally Esther got her result, im holding my letter with password and ID yet i have no courage to key in. After struggling for half an hour, i decided to face the reality. I feel ease at the moment i the result appears......i PASS my first CPA Australia paper, meaning to say i can proceed on to my 2nd paper, 3rd paper till i finish all my paper d. Hurray !!! Yes, indeed, this achievement of mine will pump in more confidence in myself for no regretting on whatever decision i have made so far.

Come to think of it, i was just passing through 5 months plus with adapting new working environment, peak period, choosing which professional paper, then starting preparing my paper, attending exam, preparation of firm's annual dinner, rehearsal dancing, till CPA result release. Wow, i can't imagine, i have come this far without my awarenes.. SO am i considered grown up? Hehe, i can't judge myself by now, but i'm sure time will judge and correct me to the path i should at.

Time for sentenced approching~

Counting down around 17 hours and 36 minutes.....

This is really a hard time to face the reality and truth. This is so torturing. I couldn't really sleep well or normalised my daily life.

I hope and pray for acceptable result.

Please pray hard for me too if u wish to. To be frank i need it ~ Thanks a lot : )

好有感触的星期日

星期日晚上都是我特别有感触的日子，应该一个星期的结束吧！

星期天也是我想家的日子。这四年多以来，曾有多少个星期天我都是带着‘不甘愿’的想法离开家。可是就是这种想念让我与家人的更珍惜见面的日子。我想保有这份‘珍惜’，就是这份珍惜让我谅解且对家人更有耐心，让我明白那种奇妙的关系。可能人往往就是需要一些遗憾，才能体会。所以，我把这份坚持离开家的决心，来避免我不珍惜，不耐心对待他们。因为面对久了，就不会去付出了。那份付出会慢慢变成习惯。

今天，我撒了一个谎。爸爸妈妈问我‘你在哪？’。我说‘在jusco走走咯’ 爸妈又问‘跟谁啊’。我愣了下，说“男朋友咯”。其实我是一个人漫无目的的在摇晃。我要怎么说呢？若我说一个人，他们又担心，一个人会危险，还是我们俩有什么事情吗？他们为我的事情已经担心大半辈子了。我不可以再让他们担心。我不是要隐瞒我的事情，只是很时候我都不想他们胡思乱想。

今天，跟KC和下午茶，KC提起了她，又正好看见雪花花样的杯子，记得她有阵子很喜欢雪花。不知道现在还是吗？因为想起，所以我尝试简讯她，可惜没有什么回应。不知道她现在怎样了。希望一切安康。

这几个月，那种看不开的心情，真是害得我的人生有了很多的改变。我的执著， 我的看不开，我的迟疑，让我失去了很多， 包括好友还有感情。好友，没联系了；感情，有见没见，没关系了， 忽冷忽热的感情，我没有信心维持， 只能听天由命。结果，自信心也没有了。开始，把寄托放在工作和家人那。可是，值得庆幸的是，我还有寄托可言，不然失去目标， 寄托的生活，我真的不知如何走下去。（算有些开朗吧！）

马六甲-粥之家

今天拿了mc在家休息。喉咙，口腔都被细菌感染。不能吃太硬的食物。结果午餐选吃吃潮州粥，像是家乡普通佳肴，但是对于我们这种成天在外，这种食物真是让人回味。

晚上，头脑又是粥了，因为除了粥和豆腐我不懂还有什么可以这么软了。我相信只吃豆腐一定不会饱了。所以又是粥。这回我想到-粥之家，这间店在Melaka Raya, 在好世界酒楼隔一间店。这间听闻很不错的店，一直没有机会尝试是因为，每次经过都客满。终于今天六点半到达，门栏还是关着的。以为今天休息，怎知旁边一位妇女问从店里走出来的人，几点点开张，才知道今天不是休息而是还没开门。乍问之下，才知道，他们是六点营业至半夜两点， 星期天休息。可是刚才他们是将近七点才开门做生意的。

我们点了鸡丝皮蛋粥， 炒饭还有马麦鸡。可是分量真是适合三个人享用。我们俩只好硬着头皮之下去。鸡丝皮蛋粥方面，还算味道鲜美，可是我不太喜欢鸡丝的韧度，喉咙的伤让我无法享受美食。至于炒饭与马麦鸡，虽然我只吃一口，可是，味道真是恰到好处。我希望可以再来尝试别的菜肴。

Treble Clef

This is the scene when i was moody and emotional unstable. This shot taken while Im having my dinner at Jin Xing Vegetarian shop.

影像麻坡- 传，奇，真，善，美 2010

'宴会堂’

‘红地毯’

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虽然麻坡被烟雾弥漫，可也没有阻止我来参加麻坡摄影商会的41周年纪念晚宴， 我好幸运能参与这盛事。可能对别人来说，这没什么特别，可我父亲还有他的兄弟们都是摄影世家， 一代传一代。且外我跟这盛事真的很有缘。去年，我在大学刚好考完试，能参与； 今年，刚好我在放假，能参加。还记得去年，我被一位organ高手‘迷上’， 我把他在演绎时的片断录下来（哈哈，是迷上，因为至少那整个月我都在听他的弹奏， 不管开心还是难过，当时我的室友-YQ还以为我发花痴，哈哈）

这盛会聚满了部分年龄的摄影高手，现场也展现他们的作品。坦白说，看了他们的作品，我才发现，麻坡真的这么美，还是美食天堂，等等。。。可我都不懂， 真是多亏了我还是道地的麻坡人。

这次的盛会名为‘影像麻坡’， 主题为传，奇，真，善，美，主要是想发扬摄影。主要嘉宾有李俊滽大律师，摄影商会会长陈宽，麻坡中华总商会会长拿督谢华隆，行动党代表魏宗贤等人齐来造势。在这盛事之前，摄影发烧友们都组团到麻坡各个地点， 游山玩水的去取景， 边吃边玩。 可谓人生一大美差事，煞羡旁人。摄影题目分别为 ：文化，风景，美食 等等 分别有五个组别。得奖者皆可获得现金以及奖状一张作为赏鉴。上台领奖者不分男女老少，有姜还是老的辣，可也有不少青更胜于蓝， 长江后浪推前浪的后辈得奖， 可谓人才辈出。看来艺术上的明鉴不管老少，都有独特且值得坚持的眼光。

这次的晚宴，无非只是颁发奖品，表扬精于摄影爱好者， 大会也带来了麻坡地道的美食让来宾大饱口福。当晚第一道佳肴便是冷盘 - 具备乌达，沙爹，马来米粽，烧腊，此外亚叁鱼，白斩鸡也是当晚美食之一， 为各位嘉宾带来了一连串的风味美食惊喜。

得奖的作品，不得不让人惊叹，摄影的奥妙。它们把现实一页页，时间每一瞬间，都化为永远。它能把最美的角度与风景，最真实的生态，最写实的生活融入，景收眼帘， 让人叹为观止， 赞叹不已。且外，摄影也把此刻化为永恒， 化为永远的记忆， 让人们有幸把这些美丽回忆收藏。大会也收集得奖作品， 作为《印象麻坡》内容书刊之一。

参赛者不少于专业人士，退休人士，大学生等等。。。看来不管各行各业人士，不管年龄，不管阶级，不管贫穷富贵，都能平等的追求自己的梦想。对，现实是很残酷的。那，你怎能还能蹉跎自己的梦想，让现实拖延你呢？接受现实，跑向理想，是世人都希望的两全其美。只是梦想的追求不是马上就能实现的。可是，它是能被筹备的。当现实牵紧着你，别灰心，因为筹备梦想的过程也是一种享受。愿大家都能梦想成真。

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