worrying~~~

juz receiving the news that i failed to book the venue for cos briefing on instruments.....what? yet i still informed they are even the new members the venue is booked?! i thought once i apply earlier should be no problem....but how now? she just told me....wait for the reply and print out the approve letter will do....so i juz wait and wait till now.......only that she asked me to go and ckeck why havent reply? what la......i go and ckeck juz now.......REJECTED?! what's happening? i feel like crying la......I juz applied for studio b.....all fmd and cits form have to refill ........... so stress la.......am i really suit the post? am i really can learn things instead of mess up the things? i feel so bad la.......juz st start the