bad mood

haiz.......a bad news for me today. im get the lowest mark for my presentation among my group, and mayb among the whole class...i wonder....so sad to say that, but it did hurt me badly. why he can be the best presentator yet im the worst presentor? why there is such a big diffeences between us. although i can work rather well (i quite satisfy with 20/20 and 18.5/20 for finance and econ) for my studies. juz dunno why i fail to become a average presentor. i so afraid to talk in front of people. that day aunty, " r u a good public speaker? " i feel so embrassed to answer her frankly. then she stop asking me since that question. today the truth proven what i said that day, the lectuere criticize on my emotion...she said i too nervous till i forgot my line....ya, indeed i am. i admit. however i still appreciate lecturer did not criticize me further more mayb she knew i cant receive any further hurts d. after that, i walked back to ixora with linhui and yj. they seem knew that im not in the mood to say anything. they also keep silent n accompany me back to ixora. i keep telling myself that i shouldnt let this matter to influence my whole day. but to be frank, i still in the bad mood although i did not express to anyone even him. he console me that he will try to train me as a good presentor. i wonder can i be trained? thz linhui, yj and kia ping for accompanying me whenever i need. linhi and yj, i knew i have to management my time properly on my assignment to corporate v u all. i knew i shouldnt behave so childish to remember what mistake people made instead of how good people treat me...i realized im wrong. i shouldnt behave more mature. thz for informing and advising. i will try my best to overcome it. kia ping, thz for accompanying whenever i need. even sometimes i will throw my temper on u when im busy, but u never scold or blame, yet u concern what was happen to make me feel so bad mood. thz for ur understanding and considerate. seriously i feel bad after i throw my temper on u sumore u still concern me after what i did. i will feel guilty and cry. suprisingly after that i will feel better and comfortable. so whenever i feel sad, i would like to meet u up. i knew i will get better after i meet up v u. hehe.....thz, kia ping.