4 more semester to go before my graduation. Anyway there is 2 semester for me to have industrial training. meaning to say i have only the most 1 or 2 semester break for me to go for traveling. I used to stay alone at home without going anywhere.
However, after my best friend, LY awake me by telling me that she is now currently starting her working life, she has to take emergency leave or medical leave just to go for another interview. Taking leave for her is totally difficult， how about traveling leave?
She remind me to have use up wisely during uni life. I mention this issues to KP after his legal attachment. He agreed but he ended up having another so called 'holiday work' during our semester break. I am so so so......disappointed. Even though im in deepest depression, i still booked his next semester break. Out of expectation, he gone for another 'holiday work' by saying that he met a very potential lawyer to be learn with and already make promises with him. At that moment, the sentence 'what is your promise to me?' occur in my mind. i don't think you guys really understand how i feel at that moment and i don't really know what are words to describe my disapointment besides 4 letter words. I have been blaming myself being so childish to believe in him, ended up i wiped off my tears and find some ways to prohibit myself from having any hopes traveling with him. What i did was, i look for 'holiday work' also at hometown and i promised i will have 'holiday work' for the subsequent semester break. I have been cheated twice, should i awaiting for another arrival of disappointment? im really scare of awaiting and the arrival of disappointment d. Of course i will still continue my traveling to anywhere i can but my trip will 'disqualified' his presence.
p/s: can i really rely and believe in you?
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darling it has always been a dream of mine to marry the girl in my dreams which is you and only you my FOREVER LOVE.
getting a job nowadays isnt easy darling especially my first time looking for job. hwo can i marry you without having a stable job darling. i know u wouldnt mind going through hardship with me but i do hope to give u a goodlife darling.
i love u and how i wish i can marry u now and make u having the name of Mrs Quek. i need to work harder but one thing i am sure is that there would not be any holiday work as i somehow rather having my name in the legal fratinity in melaka.
P:S MY LOVE FOR U WILL NOT FADE IT ONLY GOES DEEPER LIKE A MACHINE DINNGING A HOLE THAT GETS DEEPER
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