印象麻坡-40周年摄影公会

I found my dream back....that has been lost for quite some time since when i enter mmu. I really lost track with music. In my memories, i know music is in my heart. but somehow, due to lack of time (someone might say is excuse, yes, i do admit that, all blame to my bad time management).

Yesterday, i went back home for dinner by ‘印象麻坡-40周年摄影公会’, my beloved father is one of the committee in the association. This is also the first time i saw my father in tie and balzer, actually not bad lo, i can say. Then my father told me, actually he feel awkward wearing in this suit. No matter how, He looks really nice that day.

'Dad, i'm proud of you actually!'

At that night, was also the night i found my lost dream back. Ya, indeed. There was a organ performers. In facts, i had been bothered by bad mood throught out that dinner. However, everything change when the organ pianist perform on the stage, he catched all my eye sight and attention. For your information, being a piano or keyboard performer was, no is 'IS' my dream. He played 4 songs in 2 session. When he first play the songs, he turn my mood to joy, the songs start to bring me in my own world. (Ya, i can say, i have been in my dream world since yesterday, and it last till today, at least the moment i write the blog here.)

' He is Leon Law, an instructor of music school'

To be frank, i can feel the touching, i burst our tears (of course not in front of others). Ya , i did get touched by his music. I burst our tears is because finally i found my dreams that i actually long lost it since i enter mmu, from that day onwards, i feel so lost and my life was like empty, and i lost my control over my emotion. Now, i found out why. Why my emotion turn out to be so bad and changing faster than weather almost everyday?!

I used to calm myself down with my piano that i leave it alone for such a long time d. My piano used to be my beloved friend who accompany me whenever im happy or sad. Ya, the piano was my soul. I feel lost when i lost piano enthusiasm.

Reality doesn't suit me at all. I choose to stay inside my music world forever and ever.