Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Can trainee be treated fairly?

Was reading my friend's updated blog, it suddenly trigger my mood to write something on here too. I was supposed to update anything regarding my internship. However, to be frank with you guys, i have really no mood and no energy to share with you guys. Not that the workload is heavy or what, it is just that i have nothing to do at office sometimes ended up i will dozed off during office hour. As accounting student, most of us will only interested in numerical, some analysis and thinking where this figure come from, some sorts like that. One thing for sure, you wil be over delighted when you get the answer with whatever mean right?
At first, when i started my internship about 3 months ago, i brought nothing but slacking feeling. They start pass me some file and assignment. Wow, i learn nothing yet i have to handle one case? Of course i will be more caution and keep asking around. That is the month i did learn something new but on the other hand, stress....stress on making any major mistakes. Never will i expect, i have been receiving the almost same catogories of assignment for the past 3 months or sometimes just some admin work and filing system work. I have been looking forward for the new challenge, and now i almost give up. And what i realised, how cant a trainee get same training and treatment as well as learning progress with the new comers of that company? She obtained all the chance to learn new things, field audit and so on.
Of course i know i not the permanent staff yet, but who set the rules that i won't come back again after i grad later? I takes time to adapt life, if can i rather stay here forever, but with this kind of treatment, uneasy and frustration, who will? I have been asking for assignment and what i get all section work from colleagues, of course i take the challenge and go for it, and it repeats. So i keep repeating the same sections work and vouching.
We as trainees, we do wanna learn, we are the most unlikely to make any major mistake cause we concern and gratitu your kindness of taking us in during this internship program. However, we can only 'repay your kindness' when we get the opportunities right?
Days are counting down by itself, Im worrying how to produce my report with just some same catogories work done. How to make my report presentable? Im really doubt and resentful over such treatment.

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