Study can be in relaxing way!!!

What is life? I admit im a girl who enjoy life especially carefree, stress less life and need a lot a lot a lot of care and love. In facts i enjoy having my studying and reading at cafe or whatever cafe that provides comfort environment and soft music. Recently, i enjoy having my reading at 'FRIENDS CAFE' a cafe situated at Melaka Raya, right beside the SIN CHEW JI POH building. I went there twice but i don't really enjoy that much that 2 times. First time was right after my midterm (don't know which semester d, maybe last semester) i went upstairs, having my fish and chips for supper. Unfortunately, the tv showed 'ALIENS AND PREDATORS'. @#$%^&*#$%^, sumore very noisy as eveyone they like pasar malam like that, talk and laugh also as loud as they can, having no appetite worrying my midterm, sumore showed all those disgusting pictures. OMG!!! Next time was last Friday, this time i become clever d. I choose downstairs, listen to soft music, romantically and order don (a kind of Japanese rice, as i dislike goreng thing d). Not bad, i enjoy the food, it taste good for me. While waiting for the arrival of food, i choose to take out my case study and check for dictionary (i need dictionary to have better understanding for the whole concept). I feel so relax. When im relaxing, i will worry of my studies, now i have it all done together. I feel like im a happy baby. Although that is Friday evening, i don't think much people will choose to stay at cafe but shopping i think. For me, i wont choose shopping at Melaka Raya during weekends, as you know why? First, sure jam. Secondly, parking fees all counts at least RM1 for each hour. Thirdly, you will hardly get a car park. Forthly, you have to queue up even though you are giving out money. NO, i wont. So i planned to spend my whole Friday evening till 11pm. The prices is quite reasonable for me as i never thought of any saving money by the time i enter this cafe. Don cost me RM 10 and Ice jasmine cost me RM 7, totally up less than RM20 and i can enjoy life here, so is somehow i can say is worth it. However, really.....happy thing end earlier, when bf get an urgent call from his dude-accident and admitted hospital. Don misunderstand me, is the motorist admitted not his dude. However, we spend the whole evening rushing here and there. Haiz......i swear i wanna go there again without any disturbance.!!!

Will you mind?

When it comes to relationship, no matter how generous is the guy or girl, they will straight become very particular. Will u girls allow your bf be bestman for the brides and groom? At first, ok ya. Why not? However, since young i was told bestman and bridesmaid are the treated as like 'couple'. Will you mind if they been 'coupled' up on that day, take photos together, work together and at the same time, you might be neglected? If you have second thought, then reject the suggestion. you might be regret later. Being a bestman, he is important for that day as it was the most important day for groom and bride. Their existence is to beautify the wedding day only, nothing special, even a small kid can do their job well. However, have you ever think of if it might affect your relationship? If yes, then not a small problem d.

Last Few Traveling Opportunities

4 more semester to go before my graduation. Anyway there is 2 semester for me to have industrial training. meaning to say i have only the most 1 or 2 semester break for me to go for traveling. I used to stay alone at home without going anywhere. However, after my best friend, LY awake me by telling me that she is now currently starting her working life, she has to take emergency leave or medical leave just to go for another interview. Taking leave for her is totally difficult， how about traveling leave? She remind me to have use up wisely during uni life. I mention this issues to KP after his legal attachment. He agreed but he ended up having another so called 'holiday work' during our semester break. I am so so so......disappointed. Even though im in deepest depression, i still booked his next semester break. Out of expectation, he gone for another 'holiday work' by saying that he met a very potential lawyer to be learn with and already make promises with him. At that moment, the sentence 'what is your promise to me?' occur in my mind. i don't think you guys really understand how i feel at that moment and i don't really know what are words to describe my disapointment besides 4 letter words. I have been blaming myself being so childish to believe in him, ended up i wiped off my tears and find some ways to prohibit myself from having any hopes traveling with him. What i did was, i look for 'holiday work' also at hometown and i promised i will have 'holiday work' for the subsequent semester break. I have been cheated twice, should i awaiting for another arrival of disappointment? im really scare of awaiting and the arrival of disappointment d. Of course i will still continue my traveling to anywhere i can but my trip will 'disqualified' his presence. p/s: can i really rely and believe in you?

Girls' Talk

I always wonder why there is existence of girls' talk? Is it because of the talk are only occur between girls without guys? What are the discussing topic that can only exist between girls but no guys allowed? Yesterday, i was having a dinner with girl friend who already not available. When we meet up for dinner, there starts out girls' talk. only that i know gals are really very royal to her loved one, especially for their first love. She has been a bit hesitated whether getting stable down with first love is fair to both of them. Her love story started with a word called 'admire'. She admire him with all the skills he possessed that she desired to acquired. This is her first love, everything goes on smoothly as she thought love is like this. She received whatever happiness and sorrowfulness from him. Although he did betrayed to her and they always quarrel, due to the depth of their love, she believe their love will blossom one day. However, i was so surprised when she told me something that i don't think she will have this kind of thought. She told me, she realized she has been collapsed for don't know how many times since she is with him. She told me when she is single, she can forbid herself from collapsed for the most one year but this loved one have been torn her heart apart. She said if she can go back to that moment, maybe she won't make herself be tied up in this relationship. Although the bf allowed her to go out freely even though with guys, but she said she seldom hang out with guys as she don;t really like the idea her bf hang out with gals or gal. Like i said, gals are selfish only when the case happen on their loved one. Nobody want 'incident' interfere in their relationship, includes their own friends and any possibility. She has the problem on believing her bf since he deliberately lie to her and ambiguous with another gal. In Chinese, quotes '一次被蛇咬， 十年怕草惊', im totally agree with this quote, i really believe when a guy is truly sincere to you, he will be royal to you since that day you are together. If the guy give you whatever promises to you but in the other way round he was ambiguous with other gals, what is that mean actually. Imagine, what is the mean when a little boy only choose to play with particular little girl? Can we said that actually there is some chemical reaction called 'like/love' occur inside that little boy? I believe when a boy prefer or like a particular little girl, he will purposely go and disturn the girl and play with her. This is so obvious and normal scene in kindergarden as these are their innocence. Although some said they will accept someone who turn over a new leaf, and they will treat it as precious but is it really guarantee anything? Who can say guys never love beautiful girls? Which guy can really stop himself to leave any single second of eye sight on pretty girls? That is their nature. God creates them in this nature. They are born in this nature, nobody can really avoid this destiny i can say. p/s: who can we trust besides parents and ownself?

My 7th Trimester Break in MMU

At last my final over for !st Trimester, 2008/2009 i declare 'MY HOLIDAYS START AT THIS MOMENTS'

i really can't wait for the arriving for the holiday, not because of im lazy and looking for moments to been 'pig' ya. i really have lots of things to do, a list i tell u, anyway, my list still pending, havent out yet. Got dating one, activities one, shopping one, are u the one in my dating list and shopping 'leg'.... coming soon (i mean the list)....haha!!!! "watch out" maybe u r the luckiest one....HaHa...... Of course i will balance my holiday time equally la. i wont just play during my holidays la. Of course shopping wont left out in my list, second preparing ivaq stuff, third reading on all my favourite books (sentimental one i tell u, and comic, HAHA!!!! exclude tect book), then comes to travelling, dunno whether i can have a chance to go for a travelling ..haha... and etc etc..... i dunno what exactly i will do this holiday. as u guys know a lot of uncertainty in this world, so i cant confirm what i will do , what i can do is only planning. Am i right? Hehe....

Happy Holiday......

Demotivated for final

Although only 1 more paper to go, i wonder why am i that upset. Ever since i will be so happy after finishing a paper in the final. However that seem doesnt work on Advanced Auditing paper, i admit i did not have any energy on this paper, i feel very tired and exhausted because i had one paper-Corporate Accounting 1 before that day, That CA paper make me exhausted d. How come? i make mysef to sleep for at least 5-6 hours for Advanced Auditing paper, i feel very upset. i dun really know what ma i answering, all i know is just dun leave it blank. What is going on? can i put some hope to at least give it some rises in my CGPA? i need the rising in CGPA to get a better job in the future. What can i do now? On the other way, my tax Mdm Lim, she posted tax supplementary paper scope on MMLS, implying that many of us failed in tax final, she hope we can at least pass the supp? this is what she posted, that really demotivated me.

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Supp paper for tax 2 : For those students who didn't do well in the final, pls revise the same topics as in the final paper. . Please be reminded that should you fail the supp paper, you will have to spend another year in MMU. So please take this advice seriously. Remember marks must be earned and not be begged! Then success will taste even sweeter when you know you did it on your own! There will be a revision class on 3 Nov (Monday) 2 to 4p.m. the final paper will be discussed So please do all the questions in the final paper before you come. This class will be interactive and you do the asking! I'll be away from 5 - 7 Nov. You may make appointment to see me should u require further consultation

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p/s: maybe getting a pass is better than extend one more year in mmu. May God bless us

Final Exam Trimester 1, 2008/2009

Finalzz........ i just finished my 2 paper, 3 more to go....... By the way, although HR paper is tough, i just dunno why i keep smiling in the MAIN HALL. Hehe.....do u know why? that is my first time having exam in venue same with KP. This is his last year in MMU. Haha.....i was so excited. He was so concentrating in his exam, i noticed he just writing and writing in 3 hours. Opps....i know i should have concentrate my exam also. I really do, i 'study' all 14 chapters for HR d, not 'memorize'. haha......too much for me to memorize the 14 chapters. Anyway, i still feel happy after the exam not only i can have exam in same venue with KP but i know i done my best for the HR paper and i have done 2 paper. Haha..... CA and Audit coming soon on Monday and Tuesday. Have to work harder and smarter...... p/s: why am i here? i should go study d. Hehe....