Friday, 7 December 2007
Heartbreak
what kind of girls you prefer actually? have the appearance of beautiful or cute one? can speak english well? well dressing everyday? can cook well?
i know i have none from above. as for appearance i admit not either one, english speaking-i can say it was like 'OMG' i am from chinese education family, im trying hard to learn also. well dressing-although im not really like to, but at least when i have date with you, i will dress up myself. as for cooking, i am learning from my mum whenever i go back to my hometown, i will assist my mum to cook, im learning how to cook, for what? for myself? just because of someone praise my cooking when i first cook a chicken burger with egg, when that person compliment my cooking and finish up what i cook , although i know not as delicious as Mcd's but it did increase my confidence to learn cooking. why i choose to go back hometown after 10am every friday, firstly because i miss my family. secondly, because my mum did not cook on saturday and sunday, so friday's dinner is the only time for me to learn cooking.
Now, what i did all these things are seem like a waste. that person wont cherish at all. He hope i will accompany him this weekend, i lie to my parent i wont go back this weekend due to the heavy assignment,but the only reason is i want to accompany him since i have go back almost every weekend. i try to finish up all my assignments and homework, and spend our time during this weekend.
A moment before, i just realized that im really heartless towards my parents, i shouldn't lie to my parents for him, i shouldn't.....!!!!! im so sorry, daddy, mummy. please give me a big slap to wake me up, please....please.....(since you can't do it now, i will do on behalf of u both)
why u make me feel so guilty? i don't know how to cook now, but i will learn. i will still cook for you in the future. why u let me know u are envy others? dun compare, my heart is pain when i know why other can cook for their bf but i can't.
u always bringing a book during our date. when i talk to u , u choose to talk with your book, whenever im not with you, you choose to play game. can i describe u as hardworking or take our date as ur study time? Am i really disturb your precious time?
please dun ever make me feel guilty by saying all kinds of accuses again!!! please.....this is enough for me.
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darling i never meant to compare or envy others so what if they can cook. at least i know your trying hard for me and i know that i know u never make orange juice for someone and i am the first one and i know that. and indeed your the first one that make burger for me any definetly more in the future take your time i know you need time. not only that you say you cant speak english dress well cook bla bla so what. you were simple girl when i know you and that was wat attracted me to you your simple that means you are a person that follow me not for my money and thats wat makes me dare to put my feelings to you. dress well all this i know your trying hard and i am really happy but if its going to make u suffer then i would rather not. your the paige i know from the very first day and all your efford towards me i saw it. i know and i treasure it. i am not a person that can show my feelings. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER. your the first girl i have ever love so much and it goes beyond my imagination i know i will never love anyone like the way i love you.
Dear me. This is by far the most simplistic soul searching I have ever seen in all my years of blog-hopping. You might argue that language is a barrier. Sure, sometimes it is, but there is a distinct lack of intellectually defensible content in the post, and in the subsequent comment. Language is not a barrier. Actual brain cell count is.
I implore the two of you, consider not polluting the human gene pool anymore. Keep your trouser buckles firmly attached, and the rest of the world will be eternally grateful.
K tnx bai.
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