i still couldnt let it go..........
this few days, i still went out v him, makan v him. the only thing i realized is, im using another identity to be with him, i just avoid myself from remember all those cruel memories, but if im failed, my tears will burst out on spot. it is very amazing one.
i knew he tries his best to make me happy, to twist the situation into better. im sorry, it all seem doesnt work. i just couldnt back to the used me. i just cant.
i believe, every girl in love is an angel from heaven, they willing to break their wings just to stay beside their loved, when they faced problems, they couldnt go back to where they used to be, the only thing they can go is just hiding themselves in a dark hole and trying hard to heal the wound. even when the wound healed, the scar will still there to be seen as they really put in a lot of effort for their loved one. in their mind, they keep imagine how pretty the love is, until they willing to make the first step and give up their wings to go for it. however, they will finally realizd that the love they imagine is not the love in reality. So, no matter how regret they are, they just cant get bac their wings again, the only thing they can do now is only looking at their broken wings with broken heart.
p/s: the wings will never fix back again.
2 comments:
yen ar.. i don really agree wif ur this post lo.. cz..
if gals are angel from heaven.. broke their own wings so tat they jz stay beside their beloved..
erm.. i belive tat.. i myself cant find my current bf d
my previous relationship is not a happy ending 1 ar.. so if i tat time broke my wings d.. how i get the current 1???
so i belive tat.. haha gals are devil from hell.. wahahaha.. suka suka can be angelne.. suka suka can be devil back.. then wan grow horns la.. wings la.. all can la.. hehehe
it is just a description. i still believe that gals are angels. when a girl get hurt from the relationship, do u think she can go back to where she come from? no, she will be change? whether change to be better or worse? the wound will be there like the wound from the broken wings. They will never turn back d.
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