你不美！！！

某天，有对情侣在逛街，前面走来一位美女。。。。 女：你看那女生好美丽喔！！！十分我一定给她满分。 男：十分我打八分。。。。。。 女：（哇，这都不算是美女？看来他对美女的条件很高，这样在他眼里，我一定是丑八怪 了。。。。haiz。。。） 男：九分是给我最亲爱的女朋友。。。。 女：那十分呢？ 男：是给将来与我携手踏上红地毯，穿上结婚礼服的你。 女：。。。（除了感动，还是感动。。。。）

~so touching oh~

since i am the cos secretary, i have been busy for few weeks d......end up....im sick for almost one week d ......although i have been consult with doc...saying that i just need more rest....today 8am class to 12pm...but this 4 hours class can be the most torturing day for me, i feel so dizzy.....damn dizzy.....until i feel like flying even though im walking on the ground......at first i will have lunch with siew chin....but to be frank i cant tahan anymore, so i decided to go back and rest. when kia ping knew im sick again, he waited for me at fbl there. i was so surprise to see him there actually. i thought he will having lunch with Raj? he told me he knew i sure skip my meal and go back rest.....~speechless~indeed i have this in my mind....he saw my expression also know i sure skip meal again....so he purposely come and wait for me.....he forced me to go makan with him. when he knew i still need to go cits to confirm something....he offered his help to go. he insisted i have to go and rest. however i knew he was not that good also. he seem so tired and energyless. he settled al the things for me just want me to rest more. he knew i sure will attend the instruments briefing tonight. he keep convince me not to go and threaten me this and that...i still insist because i knew it is my responsibility to attend. today he did not convince me anymore but he said he will accompany me to go. he cant let me go there alone he wants to be there and take care of me. i feel so touched. after dinner, he went to the briefing together with me. this is my first time to be one of the organizer, i still dont know where to get the mic, he showed me all this, he called the people in charge to send us the wireless mic la, mixing everything.....after settle all the things, he was standing beside me when i was busying with registration booth. when people asked why he keep standing there? he answered he was there to look after me, he worried i might fainted anytime. i was stung thr? he told other people this?!i juz smile with them who look weird on me. i knew he was so boring there, he have nothing to do, and just standing there guarding on me.....then he went gym...at last i feel not that bad. after that he came bac again...again checking am i ok when he was not around. haha....

worrying~~~

juz receiving the news that i failed to book the venue for cos briefing on instruments.....what? yet i still informed they are even the new members the venue is booked?! i thought once i apply earlier should be no problem....but how now? she just told me....wait for the reply and print out the approve letter will do....so i juz wait and wait till now.......only that she asked me to go and ckeck why havent reply? what la......i go and ckeck juz now.......REJECTED?! what's happening? i feel like crying la......I juz applied for studio b.....all fmd and cits form have to refill ........... so stress la.......am i really suit the post? am i really can learn things instead of mess up the things? i feel so bad la.......juz st start the

1st meeting of cos with a identity of secretary

today is the 1st meeting with all cos hicom. wah, the hicom i informed all arrived, thz. a good sign. thz a lot, guys. after that about 830pm, Kwee Fong and i have another src meeting. so, this is my 1st time to have two meeting straight away. quite tired. sumore i have lots of question to ask Kwee Fong. i know nothing bout all system in mmu. so , i have to ask one by one. luckily she agree to teach me. thz ya. we discuss till midnite. sumore still have a lot of letters to type..... today i met with some housemate, Joanne, Grace. Yuk Teng, Sarah, all of them are foundation, some of them cant speak mandarin, so our conversation was mainly english. haha, that was my opprtunity to learn also. to be frank,i need enviroment to speak english also.

first time have my own blog

wah. just manage to get my own blog. maybe a some of them out there might laugh at me....ya, indeed. i don't know how to blog. after viewing linhui's blog, sou chan's and yichong's. i hope to get my own blog too. this to record my uni life in mmu. hehe......but i can also said that to record my life. hehe....

bad mood

haiz.......a bad news for me today. im get the lowest mark for my presentation among my group, and mayb among the whole class...i wonder....so sad to say that, but it did hurt me badly. why he can be the best presentator yet im the worst presentor? why there is such a big diffeences between us. although i can work rather well (i quite satisfy with 20/20 and 18.5/20 for finance and econ) for my studies. juz dunno why i fail to become a average presentor. i so afraid to talk in front of people. that day aunty, " r u a good public speaker? " i feel so embrassed to answer her frankly. then she stop asking me since that question. today the truth proven what i said that day, the lectuere criticize on my emotion...she said i too nervous till i forgot my line....ya, indeed i am. i admit. however i still appreciate lecturer did not criticize me further more mayb she knew i cant receive any further hurts d. after that, i walked back to ixora with linhui and yj. they seem knew that im not in the mood to say anything. they also keep silent n accompany me back to ixora. i keep telling myself that i shouldnt let this matter to influence my whole day. but to be frank, i still in the bad mood although i did not express to anyone even him. he console me that he will try to train me as a good presentor. i wonder can i be trained? thz linhui, yj and kia ping for accompanying me whenever i need. linhi and yj, i knew i have to management my time properly on my assignment to corporate v u all. i knew i shouldnt behave so childish to remember what mistake people made instead of how good people treat me...i realized im wrong. i shouldnt behave more mature. thz for informing and advising. i will try my best to overcome it. kia ping, thz for accompanying whenever i need. even sometimes i will throw my temper on u when im busy, but u never scold or blame, yet u concern what was happen to make me feel so bad mood. thz for ur understanding and considerate. seriously i feel bad after i throw my temper on u sumore u still concern me after what i did. i will feel guilty and cry. suprisingly after that i will feel better and comfortable. so whenever i feel sad, i would like to meet u up. i knew i will get better after i meet up v u. hehe.....thz, kia ping.

Trinite 2007

" love this photo very much, quite a nice shot"


" outside of the entrance, real ice behind us"

" esther & i"

" lee ying & i, she is so pretty in her dress wor"

"joe n i, this is 1st time i saw her in black dress"

" i met Vincent, he is my senior, graduating soon"

"our signature on the " TEMPTATION" board"

my dear n i attending "TEMPTATION"

wat is Trinite? actually i know nothing about that event. any purposes? i also don't know.

however, all these question i get the answer when i got there. am i going by myself? of course not, kia ping wanna went there. i was disagreed coz the ticket fee is too expensive. due to curious, i agreed to accompany him. before that some of my friends told me that many of them have gone and rent the gown? wat?! rent gown?! why? can't i just wearing a skirt there? i was stucked there, only that i know trinite is a grand event like a ball. so, like others, kia ping accompanied me to rent the gown. i choose a light blue colour gown, with a scaf coz i dare not to wear bare back. he even booked a time with his hair designer to set my hair and make up?! is that too ridicurious?! but i admit my skill on make up is really kindergarten level. about 5pm we went to the hair saloon. they set up a new hair style for me. surprisingly it is the style what i want? are they so pro enough to know what's in my mind?

then bout 7pm something we reached Equatorial Hotel. wow, grand man! so many people there waiting to enter the ball room. but i only interested in their food served. buffet wor.....!! yummy!! i thought i wanna eat alot. in horror, i saw almost all girls have so LITTLE food in their plate?! what? i thought is buffet? can i take more then one plate? oh, my god!! seem like im the minority to eat so much. sumore my gown is too fit for me. i feel so bad. then the event began, we sat quite behind there, really see nothing. so, i asked kia ping to go in front with me. then i found some problems there, i walked slowly on long gown.......what la?! torture me la......!!! then i just stand where i stand till the end of the event. but luckily kia ping is there "papar" me to anywhere. if not im sure fall down and embarassed in front of many of them. he was forced to walk as slow as me also coz he can't left me behind. in the middle of the event, he said he wanna walk away for a while. i wonder where he went, make me stamd there alone like idiot. then i saw him walking towards me. i asked him withe higher pitch of sound......then only he said.......he was intended to go out and bought a bouquet of flowers for me coz he saw someone selling flowers at the entrance when we entered the ball room. only that i feel so guilty,,,,im still accused him for leave me alone like idiot there. oh, my God!! about 10pm the event ends. he feel so upset coz no dancing floor in the trinite as what he expected. for me, this is my 1st time to this grand event, quite a good experience.