Bad Result!!!

Finally, Gamma 2nd sem result is out. however, i am happy and sad at the same time. the emotion is so complicated. happy because i pass all subject as i am still prepare for the supp actually. i really study for the supp indeed. i studied almost everyday just like i am facing real final now. my parents thought mmu syallabus has change, the final is after the sem break. when friends asked me what plan for holiday, i was just say prepare for the supp. sad because my cgpa dropped. as a result i don't know whether i should happy or sad, is too complicated. i just sit down there and tidy up my complicated emo. what has happening? why my cgpa dropped? is it because i did not really study well? i spend too less time for the final? or is it because im really not good in memorize subjects? and last sem all three subjects are memorize subject, i hate memorizing term. new sem is approaching. emo complicated again, im scare of facing the new sem, scare of facing all new stress. anyway, i still have to face it. so gambate ya. p/s: 3 weeks i did not see Linhui, miss her a lot.