The beginning of 2008, the ending of 11/12

What i did on the 2nd of 2008? i cant believe that word come out from my mouth too. i really just cant imagine why i have the guts to say so to him. i hate people show me no respect. i hate that. but he did after i told him so many times. he ignore me by saying that 'i go bath first' by that time i was venturing out my stress and mood emo. i tried to stop him as i dun wan him to do anything i hate the most. i knew i cant accept any disappointed from him. i admit he was the guy i hope to stay forever with. However i cant stop it at all. when he said he wanna go for a bath, i told him not first, at least listen to what i wanna say, let me finish it first. After i said this many times, he choose to ignore me and just pause me like that. It is so cruel to me, it is so rude. to be frank, i cant accept at all. his excuses was he was moody also and he thought i just throwing tantrum. Can he at least show me the basic moral value-respect? i once remind him by saying that i will break all the ties with them who show me no respect, but he seem like treat it as movie line, forget it right away no matter how many times i have remind him. I 'gave' him the chance to hurt me. I deserved it.