叛逆!!!你曾经叛逆过吗? 每个人都叛逆过吗? 我相信我还没叛逆过, 印象里我以前的生活都是很循规蹈矩的, 大人们说的什么不好的事情我都会避开, 避免自己受伤, 让自己远离伤害.步我以为一直以来我这么做是对的, 真的. 别人都说人生如戏, 戏如人生, 所以我都看戏, 学习社会上的人生百态. 以为自己学会保护自己, 不让自己受伤, 我的人生回忆里就完美无缺. 第一次, 第一次发现自己是错的. 如果黑色代表受伤, 我的人生是张不完整的图画, 只有白色, 亮色, 开心的颜色, 没有黑色, 认为很好, 对吧? 开始时, 我也是这样认为的,不我待可是当你发现没有了黑色, 原来我的图画不特出, 只是淡淡的素色.原来黑色可以把我的画显得更特别.
大多数人叛逆期在几岁呢? 22岁可以叛逆吗? 我真的觉得我的生活就少了那么点黑色. 我知道过去不是错, 可是那些甜蜜的话, 亲密的称呼, 的确深深刺进我的心里. 当我发现我不该发现的事情, 我后悔主动帮你整理电脑的资料库, 你说都过去了, 你恨, 你不再在意, 可是你却秘密收着你们的回忆. 那些甜蜜的话, 亲密的称呼, 让我失去方向, 后悔莫及. 我明白已经过去了, 但是在现在发现的话, 是真的过去, 还是还有遗情?
她没有接到你的电话, 你就很紧张, 关心她. 我不是说你不对, 对当时的你来说, 是对的. 可是, 现在的你, 不是这样的, 我只是在冲凉, 没接到你的电话, 你马上生气了, 说我故意不接你电话, 到底怎么了. 我以为这是你太紧张我了. 可是, 当我发现, 原来以前你对她, 是那么的用心, 关心. 到底为什么? 你说过当时的你也是很专一的. 是我不接受心理的答案, 还是我相信你能给我更好的回答. 你说她不专一, 可是你对她这么的好; 我对你不够专一吗? 那, 为什么你对我总是缺乏耐心呢? 我就那么不值得你用心吗?
p/s: 考试后才叛逆吧!
2 comments:
gosh untill today u still don believe my love for u. i don know wat i have in my com thats about my past but for sure if i knew it i would have deleted it. my past is a painfull experience for me and i don wan to remember it I DONT i have deleted everything that i know thats related to my past. ok maybe i left out something but i have completely no idea about it.
don compare my past me and the me now. i am diff just the 1 thing is that when i love someone i use my all heart. i have leave my past and i go on with my life without any memories of my past. CANT U C THAT ? i love u and everyone arounds me know that
u know when my frien ask me the question will i marry u? my answer is YES. the only difference between our relationship and real husband and wife is just a marriage certificate which i am working hard to get it.
tell me, how can i marry u if i havent leave my past completely? and i am telling u this i can marry u anytime if i wan now just that i do not have the monoey for our wedding ceremony and thats it.
i hope ur rational enough to know wat ur doing. i cant accept betrayal and u know that especially when ur my WIFE. i cant accept that kind of disaster in my life.
P/S: MY LOVE FOR U IS AS DEEP AS ANY OCEAN IN THE WORLD AS HIGH AS ANY SKY CAN REACH AS HARD AS ANY HARDEST THING THAT CAN EXIST I LOVE U
yen yen.. erm.. ppl change thru times... sometime this changes include attitude... i am not sure how long ur bf has break up wif his ex.. but after falling out of love.. definitely 1 will change.
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